Back at it.

I'm back!
I know it's been a looong time and I failed on my "blogging everyday" tip.
But I'll try to get back to this regularly starting... now.

So, things have been changing like mad lately, good and bad, I guess.
For the most part, I just gotta suck it up and live my life.
And if you know me, that's what I'm doing.

$$$ life isn't so swell, but I'm surviving.
Job life needs to pick up, I still gotta get on that.. changing my availability for more hours (LOL)
Fam life is good; can't remember the last time we got into a fight or bickering (y)
Friend life is good as well; can't complain but obvi there's some things I wish could go my way. But now isn't a time to be greedy. I know that.

So you gotta take the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So I'll bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh 'cause I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
- Keri Hilson

Still trying to live life with no regrets, but it's hard as hell, you know?
I don't regret my past, obvi, I loved it.
But hopefully in the future, I'll be able to right my wrongs.
Push forward, that's what I'm doing; it's all I can do.
push push push

On another note, I'm pretty sure I'm too nice for my own good.
Yes, I can be a bitch and I may look like one, but trust me, I'm way too nice.
Everyone deserves a second chance right?
But what if that second chance turns into a third, fourth, or more?
Never let anyone take advantage of your kindness like I have.
Stop trying to make everyone happy..
because you'll just end up making yourself feel miserable.
Trust me.

Pray for happiness.
Always.